This year

I learned how to give others the security & stability I don’t have. Everyone I meet now, in fact.

I apparently made better the lives of people who are unable or unwilling to make mine easier.

I realised how urgently I need a “me phase” and how impossible it has become for me to have one.

I made music, but not quite my own.

I wrote a lot, constantly uninspired.

I taught a lot and stopped learning.

I realised I’m tired of this life, and that it takes a tremendous amount of work and…